Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Firstly, to start off my end-of-the-year post,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! I miss you soOoOoOo much. It makes me sad that I can't celebrate your birthday with you this year, but have a good one! Can't wait for you to come and visit. LOVE YOU. <3
2008 is coming to an end. I'm not sure if that's a good thing. But since life goes on no matter what happens, I shall try my best to look forward to this new year.
2008 had been a rather challenging year. Having first times for many things, changing schools three times, leaving friends and family behind, leaving a place where I've been for 11 years, settling down in a place which is almost foreign, and learning to live and interact with others, all these had made me stronger and more mature in some way. I'd met many people, and I'm thankful for them, because some have made a huge difference in my life. Yet at the same time, I'm glad that old friends are still there. I've had many happy moments, though there were depressing ones too. 2008 had passed by so fast, but it is definitely a year where I can look back and learn from it.
Thank you to everyone who stood by me regardless of what happened, and tried to cheer me up whenever I was feeling down. I'm so sorry for making all of you worried, but I promise to be stronger.
With 2009 approaching, I'll try to be a better family member, a better friend, and a better student. I hope I'll learn from my mistakes made in 2008, and to keep up with all the good work done in 2008. Hopefully, 2009 will be a better year. (:
Happy new year everyone!
Some things are better left unsaid, but yes, I'll strive to be better.
And one thing I really want to say is... thank you.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
1:08 AM
Monday, December 29, 2008
I am really very, extremely, unbearably, bored.
I need to start on my homework though and christmas break ends in a week's time. But then, I can't get started.
Nodame Cantabile is good. :D
I'm so hooked onto dramas nowadays. I have no life seriously.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
2:11 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
hello depression.
welcome back.
oh, and i've officially lost my appetite, even for my snacks.
how nice, i'm unintentionally going on a diet.
bye world,
and merry christmas!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
4:48 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I am honestly very annoyed.
Can people just STOP tempting me with food.
Or even worse, forcing me to eat.
TSK.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
4:38 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008
I miss how things used to be so simple and uncomplicated. How I can be so carefree. Sometimes I wish that I can be a child all over again. Who wouldn't miss the joys of childhood.
But "what does not kill me makes me stronger", right?
So much for trying to sound positive. I'm so frustrated and tired now. Oh whatever, I swear I'll be fine by tomorrow or something.
I'm not excited for christmas at all. Why oh why. ):
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:05 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Christmas break is here! FINALLY.
Well, early christmas break, because I'm going to cheat and not go to school tomorrow.
It was just today that I realized how scarily fast time has been passing. It's almost the end of the year, and by the time christmas break ends, it will be the year of 2009. I'll save reflection time for later when the end of the year draws closer.
Just of recent, I've been interacting with people thousand of miles away in one way or another. It's just then that I realized how much I miss them. I'm turning emo, sheesh.
I need plans for tomorrow. And I don't know how I'm going to pull off skipping of school in this house. :/
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:19 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Taken from dictionary.reference.com:
CHEMISTRY
-noun
1. the science that deals with the composition and properties of substances and various elementary forms of matter.
2. chemical properties, reactions, phenomena, etc.:
the chemistry of carbon.3. the interaction of one personality with another:
The chemistry between him and his boss was all wrong. 4. sympathetic understanding; rapport:
the astonishing chemistry between the actors.5. any or all of the elements that make up something:
the chemistry of love.I'm really hoping that I won't have to come into contact with anything that has either the first or second definition, but no, I have a unit test tomorrow to study for. Oh what joy. (And this really shows how bored I am.)
Having a test on the second last day of school (or technically the last, because friday is 'officially' a skip day) is a killer. How did I land myself in a holiday mood so early? Oh well.
But because Vicki is a closet mugger, who will never go to a test unprepared, she will force herself to study and hopefully get full marks on this test (which is close to impossible).
Goodbye world. See you tomorrow. (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:32 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
Imagine walking outside, in a temperature of -4 degrees celsius for half an hour. Today is totally a wrong day to walk to the plaza. :/ I'm still a little frozen though I've been home for half an hour already.
It's funny how I'm going back to my usual self, being all high and happy. My laughter do travel down the hallways occasionally. And I'm proud to say that I'm actually starting to have a little fun in school. Though it still suck on the weekends and holidays because I have nothing to do. ):
It's snowing again, and I've gotten so used to snow, I'm finding it frustrating and annoying.
I feel loved, and I'm hoping that this feeling will never go away.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:20 PM
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
It felt as though my entire world came crashing down today. Nothing seemed to go right from the start. Nothing.
I guess it's the lack of sleep that is making me so grouchy. It didn't really help that a headache kept daunting me because of my lack of sleep too. And thoughts that never seemed to leave my mind made it even worse.
It's only recently that I realize that I'm always in ignorance. It's definitely not a good thing because I've realized that it's making me a very selfish person. I guess one of the things that my parents want me to learn over here is to spare a thought for others.
Oh well. I shall go easy on my thoughts today. I have just so much to do.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:43 PM